Been to eski bar at holland V last friday to chill out and have some fun and it was halloween theme that night, so i guess the 5 of us had quite abit fun i supposed...

Bi fen , Ahmad, Stanley, Xin Ying and Sheila

A beetle trespassed my bathing area and gave me a fright! Mum scolded me and took the beetle away, and let it out of the window, my mum never really killed insects so count the beetle lucky.
well, as for school nth seems to be going smooth for me. I can say everything including people sucks. I am so deprived of sleep ,alright i admit that i was chatting away in msn instead of sleeping but its a way to destress. I tried hard to stay awake but its just too difficult.
.SIGH.
.I will be slipping into depression from now till 2008 end of feb.

I wonder if it's a trend or what, youngsters like our ages are getting married. I chanced upon a few blogs some gonna get married some gave birth or something plus jeanno's fren too. Alright besides getting their gf pregnant, i see no reasons to marry so young unless they are super financially stable for a home. I am curious.

Lectures Lectures Lectures been trying hard to pay attention whenever i can since i always drift away from the notes; its hard but i gotta try hard to listen as much as i can but the sleeping spell just wont let me off.
simply tired.
Its only the example 2 of the UNOP and it so gonna kill me. madness.
So i wonder what's gonna happen to the future examples. I may just give up listening again in lecture.sigh. I swear i tried listening whenever i can.
But sometimes it gets so hard.

I am suffering from serious monday and tuesday and wednesday and thursday and friday blues.
fucking bad mood.

Luke and i caught this show 'superbad'. My friend told me it was really superbad but i thought it was a pretty comedy show. Bold usage of words and illustrations, facts that what guys always wanted on girls and its all in this show. Go catch it! i thought its pretty worth the money. =)

I was denied access to the theatre (NOT COS I LOOK YOUNG its their policy tsk ) simply cos i din bring along my ID with me and they made us back to car and get it, i obviously din noe that this show was rated M18. Anyway if you guys gonna catch it in VIVO GV ... make sure u bring along everything u can to prove that u are OF THE LEGAL AGE TO WATCH RATED SHOWS...damn..i told the guy i was way past 18 come on and i am amost 20! in less than a month =) so we got the ID and proceed...tsk...

yaya and we went Duke road (ard ngee ann poly area), alongside the road there is this fish n chips eatery, the pizza and fish are good and of affordable prices... girls, we can go eat it during our 3 hours break on friday perhaps, but i am not too sure how to get there but i supposed a cab does wonder =) anywae it will be rather cheap to get there from ngee ann... YUM YUM!!!
I had a wonderful saturday night.

Final Thoery Test

I passed my Final Thoery Test! .... Luke said its sheer luck... i studied ok! headed to town after bbdc to meet bf ( bi fen haha u shld noe why BF! ) LOL...
Jeanno is so gonna call me a biased pig cos bi fen and i been to town just now to get my flip flops...alright la its pretty last min so nv call u along la...sorry k.... *KISS JEANNO*
the flops costed me only $16.90 from fourskin not $26.90 haha...cheap and i'll getting one more colorful pair for beach purpose cos the one i bought was black to go with jeans... well went to the NUM, they has it too but with straps at the back or without ($49.90) , known as erm haviannas? or something not too sure bout the spelling... i think the fourskin one is cheaper and much nicer,well at least to me... its pretty comfortable...then was super famished and headed to sakae sushi wa biang the bowl of rice is super small but it made me full... anyway guys cannot eat the udon there cos its really pathetic in a slightly larger than cup size kinda bowl shape and i believe u can count the strands of noodle in it.... we realised that no cameras or videocam are allow in sakae but still we took pictures =)

I ...

I dont feel a tinge of happiness when i knew i have no school on thursday and friday
I need a change, its not all about lazing around nor enjoying oneself.
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went grandmother house after school this noon...
Self-narcissism cuts in when boredom kills...





















I was so tired that i fell asleep with the cat...









We went to balestier for this chicken rice which tastes really good...
The rice was in small amount, normally one will not get full after eating as i wasnt too hungry
it was just nice... Alright the point is i made a MESS after the whole dinner, i din realised i created such a mess until he complained...People its just got to do with the SMALL BOWL,the chickens are with bones, i need space to separate the bones so naturally the rice will come off the bowl...
He always complain i am so MESSY....
YA YA YA i agree i dont deny...

Wrong

I just hope things get right onto track...

1st day of school

1st day which meant the start of squeezing bus again. The IS module its super boring and i had my lessons from 8am to 12pm, well its really nice to be released at 12pm and i can have the whole afternoon to myself =) that's the nice part other than that nothing much actually...
watch armageddon with my KFC ,been craving for it... the show was like 10 yrs back, and u can see bruce willis being so handsome and young haha... i borrowed this VCD from my fren cos of the 2 songs.. 'i dont wanna miss a thing' and 'here without you'
to my disappointment the 1st song i mentioned was like only 20 seconds but the 2nd song wasnt even played..Mayb it did but i tink the VCD its kinda faulty will cut in and stopped suddenly...
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.......
i got the urge to sun tann again...

BAD

Yesterday was a wrong day to club... the crowd was so wrong anywhere we went..finally we went the ARENA... there was this live band inside ,the songs they sang were kinda different verison of songs we heard before maybe that's why it was 'LIVE'...
It was really terrible, really wrong, 3 jugs for 2 of us...we din finished the other 2 jugs, its either that i drank alot last night or i got something wrong with the gastric seriously i cant rmbr how much i drank, he drank little cos he was driving but the 2 other jugs were unfinished! I was feeling really bad, I din know a head can spinned so much when ppl is kinda drunk... i was able to walk i swear but not really in straight line but REALLY CAN WALK.. back to the car park, we were stuck in there for 1.5 hours due to ME!!! i never felt so terrible before, i was sitting down in front with door open wide and then i slide down from the seat onto the car park floor..then i walked further and then i lean on other ppl car!! i could still rmbr all the stuffs la so scary!!! then he told me not to walk any further LOL.. all these lasted an hour and when we were finally going off, he made a U-turn, the U-turn was only half done that i told him to STOP, the door open and i puke ONCE and then TWICE... so embarrassing!!! i was super ugly, now i know how ugly a person can look when they almost lost their senses... i felt so so much better after i puked...
so obviously abit of hangover i got a bad headache when i woke up...
alright so this was how i spent my night yesterday........
tomorrow is the 1st day of school!
..............................................*NOT LOOKING FORWARD ANYMORE*.............................................

WEEKENDS!!!

Weekends bells RANG!

GRAUDATION CEREMONY

WE PASSED WE PASSED!!! WE HAVE OFFICIALLY GRADUATED FROM THE TRAINING CENTRE!!! YOO HOO!!! YES MAN! WE LEFT THE TRAINING SCHOOL IN ONE PIECE!!! =)
We went up the stage one by one for handshake, take the certificate and pose for a picture! To me its super paiseh la! not as if we graduated from ngee ann with some special award or whatsoever LOL... But still we went up GRACEFULLY and happily =)
Our ngee ann guest of honour is the 'FUNNIEST' LECTURER ...
Funny Lecturer ( FL) : Hi sheila!
Sheila: Yeah Hi!
*Process of shaking hands*
FL: Wa your hand is super cold
Sheila: *dont know what to say* Oh ya right... *Wonder if the students down the stage can hear or not!! Cos he said it pretty loudly*
FL: All the best to you!
Sheila: ok thank you thank you thank you
*Pose for picture*
*Hurried off the stage*
Cant imagine we can talk so much in the process of hand-shaking and for a picture -__-''''
But still feels good leaving the place.
To sum it all, i was'nt keen on that place at all till now i've graduated. But, i dont deny its a good experience for all... though some may learn alot, some may learn little but still we made it all for the 6 weeks and leaving some fun and happy memories in us ( If anyone have any)...

**CLAPS FOR ALL OF US **

I always grumbled how tired the 6 weeks are, how irritating the ppl there are, bout the homework we need to hand in weekly and bout the high standard the exams were. People always tell me what's 6 weeks compared to 6 months ( Industrial attachment) and from me being a year 1 student till now a year 3 graduating student?
Yeah i've come so far or rather we've come so far, nothing beats the distance we came...
There are bound to be more challenges along the way till i finally graduate from Ngee Ann... I am sure we can make it... Its always said easier than done but turning back and looking at the steps we left since 2005 till now, nothing is impossible =)
PEEPS! LAST SEM TO GO! Let's finish it up once and for all! *CHEERS* =)

I saw this beautiful sight from my room; it was better captured in my digital cam but not this.

Some photos took this afternoon with Wen Ting =)

Shift training ENDED!!!

Finally the training in the training centre has finally ended but i've got one more paper to handle tomorrow and i know what's the outcome of the test anyway cos i noe nuts bout tomorrrow test. I am glad that the training and tormendous 12 hours shift ended like 2 hours ago, my last shift falls on the night and i just got back from there. So yesterday was the last time i saw Jurong Island in the night which is really magnificent which i had mentioned earlier on. I guess i am not going to that island again so i guess i had seen enough of night view of JI during my 6 weeks of training in there. Yesterday shift was so so so boring, the time was simply crawling again. I was too tired and i fell asleep at the furnace area when i was sitting down on the steps there. At ard 3am, to keep myself energetic FR suggested to play BBALL i jumped up and thought this shld probably wake me up it was like how many yrs ago since i touch the basketball or even get a shot in! I played till i got one shot in and stop there and let the guys go ahead and have fun, seriously it was really entertaining watching the guys playing bball... edmund (the monkey got alot of poses ) , jun xiang ( made alot of funny noises when he got the ball -_-'''), FR ( some shots are really funny), akram ( that lazy bones! super entertaining just by watching him play)... The 3 of us started cam whoring making stupid and ugly faces!

Edmund, sheila and Fang Rui =)

We've decided not to let edmund be alone
and go along with the weird look! LOL!

Oh! i washed my Personal Protective Equipment just now,i was aching and panting after i finished washing the PPE! its just like a 5mins wash only! i washed it till its super clean and now its hung out to dry, mum not in so i have to do the washing if not the PPE wont be dry by tomorrow cause i have to return it 2moro morning! Its super heavy when its all wet and i use my weight to jump onto PPE to squeeze dry the PPE but i gave in eventually and dump it to spin dry in the washing machine =)

Yawn i'm so exhausted by the 12 hours shift so good night pals i am going to bed and OH NO MY TESTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT NO TIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!

SLEEP IS MORE IMPT =)

SLEEPING SLEEPING SLEEPING!!!

8th Oct 2007

Its 8th Oct, just got home from the tormendous 12 hours shift yesterday 8pm to 8am today!
12 Oct is the last day in the training centre! Finally its the countdown time! tommorrrow will be the last night shift! The thought of another 12 hours is 'OH MY GOD ANOTHER 12 HOURS!'
The shift on troubleshooting is seriously abit chaotic, physically and mental tired.The worst part of the shift was from 3am to 5am when we were outside doing troubleshooting since we are the last group they made the most serious scenarios for us but gladly we manage to handle it.I am seriously damn f* tired from the running about, going up and down, up and down again, squatting and standing, bending and lifting head up to trace the damn pipes and walking from one side of the plant to the other its really really tired and draining our energy away.I just so simply fell asleep while we sit down on the floor for some rest in the control room so this is how tired i am. In fact all of us are really tired. Just ONE MORE DAY!!! ONE MORE ONE MORE!!! HANG ON!!!
My final test has yet to be done revising on! sigh nvm... BUT
I am looking forward to weekend =)

Lost of sleep

The laptop is too tempting when i get down to study...just cant silently sit down and study too lazy; feeling too distracted and its really very hot!

i dont wanna study i dont wanna study i dont wanna study i dont wanna study i dont wanna studyi dont wanna study i dont wanna study i dont wanna study i dont wanna study i dont wanna study i dont wanna study i must study later! =(

oh i took pictures of the plant that i've been going for the past 5 weeks and i know my phone camera really sucks la but thats how the plant look like at night! The lightings from other plant is really really magnificent (the very blur one LOL)... This photos are taken on ground level it will be so much better if you are on a 9th storey!

I have been sleeping unwell for the past 2 days i sledom have this problem as i sleep for long hours and fall alseep easily. I cant sleep till 2am plus yesterday and i woke up at 4am, fall asleep again and woke up again 5am and when i repeatedly woke up it seems like i am wide awake doesnt seems like i have slept before...
I know why actually cos alot of things keep coming into my mind be it useless stuffs or not... Its just kept coming in making me hard to fall asleep... sometimes i dont even feel like sleeping and just wait for morning... This wont do i know its seriously bad for health... i am weird i need a physchiatric...not just because i cant sleep... I dont run away from illnesses.... I AM NOT MAD!!! ..............

Life is...

Feeling so lazy the whole day. the whole noon was spent sleeping waking up sleeping and waking up again till dinner time. Waste my time sleeping cant get my mind to lecture notes, the thoughts of chapters 1,4,6,7,8,9 makes me really down........ Training is already draining most of our time and energy why cant we just finish the whole training without exams? perhaps this is just one of the reasons why i misses school (abit more relaxing)... When school starts i will grumble bout the hectic time-consuming projects sigh...So this is how life goes...But i still know that:
Life is not all about having fun,
Life is not all about making it rich,
Life is not all about useless grumblings,
Life is not all about people that we find wasting time on,
So
Life is all about what and how we want it to be,
Life is all about being happy,
Life is beautiful when you call it your own =)

LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL when i have my family, my friends and him =)

LA LA LA

yawn...................thursday is coming............ nth to look forward to.........................
OK i have decided to be real optimistic at least for this moment... ok
TOMORROW WILL BE A BRAND AND FRESH NEW DAY!!! WOO HOOoOooooOOOooooo!!!
oh a silly post.................

PASSED!!!

Finally i PASSED MY FINAL THOERY EVALUATION!!! alright i have already booked the Final theory test the actual traffic police test on 19 oct 4.30pm so i gonna sort of PON lecture (not cfm see whether the time really clashes but as it seems not for now) to attend this impt test at least to me than anything elses haha...
Today is the 1st day of rest day till friday then sat got the damn 12 hours day shift in the training centre which totally sucks ... and once again sunday shift 12 hours night shift my god man... no time to study for the final exams and my weekends are burnt off! THANKS TO THE TRAINING CENTRE really thank u ..
Lets go someplace to chill and chat chat chat... GIRLS! WHERE ARE U ALL? =(