aFTeR a WeEk oF WoRkInG TrYiNg To ADaPt To NeW PpL And sUROUnDiNDS...iTs aInT EaSY StUfFs... I CAn sAy...
i dUn lKE NeW ThIngS...gOt tHeSe FeW GaLS tEY ArE sO SiCKEnInG...lOl... OnLi 1 gAl DaMn sIcK La...ThE OtHeR 2 CoS FrEnS WiTh hEr... I OsO PuT tHeM UNdEr mY CoNdEmN LiSt...
LeT Me jUs cLARiFy... I dUN CONDEMN pPl eASiLy UnLeSs tEy rEaLly mAke mE CaNt sTaNd tHe siGhT Of tHeM At aLL!...
i am a bALl FrOm tHe 1ST dAy of wOrk...bEiNg kEna KicK HeRE and ThErE...HmM...nOt gOod....buT I AdMiT LeArN MORE ThInGs...BuT AbIt StrEsS AnD ScArEd...
i mANaGeD To pAss... MY MoDuLeS...I tOt i wIlL RePeAt iCBE... wA kAOz lUcKy nV..phew...
aFtEr a wEEk oF WoRkInG...goNnA TrEaT MySeLf...BuT OsO Cee kIdDo BdAe...LoL...gLaSs hSe's fIsH aNd cO 2mOrO...dEaRiEs!! WHeE!!!...
i Am ToO LaZy tO TyPe... sO TiReD... oFf wAtChInG TV...AnD GeT A NiCe sLeEp!!!...

gOd dAMN! 2MoRO... I OfFiCiAlY sTaRt wOrk... iTs sO bLoOdY FaR...HaIz... wHeN I Am JoBlEsS i dIe oSo waNt a jOB ...nOw I GOt a JoB dUn FeeL Lke woRkInG....hUmans aRe aLwAyS uNsAtIsFied!...
i am sTaYiNg aT HoME all dAY... uSuAlLy i pReFeR To sTaY At hOmE On sUnDaE... i tInk iTs aBit WaStEd tO Go OuT oN SUndaE HaHA!... CoS ItS LkE.... StAyInG At hOmE Is PERRFECT! haHa...
muMmY Is hOme ToDaE! ShE iS ArD I CoNfIrM gOt fOoD!!! yUmMy... GonNa tRy oUt tHE 'Q-bitE' PrAwN DuMpLInGs hAha!!.... cOS i hAvE BeEn IrrItAtInG HeR tO BuY fOr mE...sHe is BaCk wItH 3 BoXeS HaHA... YuMmY...
tHe mOMeNt i MENtIoN BouT FoOd i aM awAkE HaHA!!!...
aWaKe AWaKE aWaKE!!!...
I HaF nOt bEeM EnJoYiNg sINcE My LaSt dAy Of ScH/ eXAMs!.... aFtEr aPriL 15Th...HeH HeH****

i tInK mORe aNd mOrE GALs ArE GeTtInG BrAvEr OR rAtHeR ToK BiG... tHeSe 2 gAlS I MeT On tRaIn tEy aRe at mOsT pRiMARy 6 oR SeC 1 ... TeY aRe tOkIng lOuD BoUt wAt oRaL SeX gOoDnEsS SaKe gEt uR StUdIeS DOnE b4 AlL ThEsE stUfFs la... WeLl , iT ALL stArTs wItH AnImAL iNsTiNcT AGAiN... hUmaNS!!!

iT wAs a cRaZy dAY... I StArTeD wItH a tErRiBlE StOmAcHE...THaT LASt tHe wHoLE DaY... I wAs fEeLiNg bLoATed maN... ThE MoMeNt i tRy tO stAnD StRaIGhT ThEre Is tHiS pAiN PuLlInG InSiDe... So i cAnT StrAiGhTen...fUcK uP Man... pRaCtIcAlLy tHe WhOlE DaY... tIlL i sETtLE dOWn aT hOmE....
ItS SiMPlY CrAzY...i wAS TrAvElLNG HoME... tHen ThE LrT WaS pAcKeD... gOt tHis PeRvErt!...hIs PrEy nOt Me oF cOS... A malAY gaL... ThIs malAy Gal O B quAcK LA...GiVe pPl tHOse xIa lan fAcE... ThEn keeP * dIAo* pPl...
wAtEva...tHiS GuY iS So gOd dAmN dIsGuStInG...hIs lOoKs jUs sImPlY GiVe hIm aWaY aS A TiKo LA!.... tHe mAlAy gAl wAs iNfRonT Of hIm...ThEn He oBvIoUsLY At The back... wAs lKe tRyInG ALL MeAnS To sNiFf hEr oR Jus GeT SUM BoDy cOnTaCt wItH HeR..tHe mAlAY GAl WaS DaMn pIsSeD...THeN ShE DIaO mE LoR i WoNdEr wAt i dId maN?!... i wAS SItTinG TryInG HArD To cAtCh hEr aTtN tHaT tHeRe iS ThIs fUcKeR BeHiNd... sHe kNew It eVeNtUalY...
i tInK ThE GuY KiNdA 'sTeAM' i nOt sUrE WhEtHeR I Am gEttInG tHe iDeA Of 'sTeAm' RiTE...i dUn nOe...BuT i tInK ShLd Be... I SaW SumtHiNg....GuYs shLd nOe... HiS WaS aCtUally...rAtHeR AcTiVe fRoM WaT I SEE!!!...
tHe mAlAy siT BEsiDe mE...tHe BlOoDy fUckEr wAs lKe EnJoYiNg PuTtInG hIs hAnDS bEhInD ThE GaL's aSs oF CoS WiThOuT ToucHInG...
aFtEr aLiGhtiNG, cRoSs sTuPid RoAd... tHe RoAd iS lKE CuRvE hOw tO SaY... cUrVe lA WatEvA...wHIcH MeAnS cArS lOnG ThE cUrVe pArT I CaNt See... cOs iTs CURVED lA! lOl...
i tOo lAzY tO sEe cArS I SaW ThEsE 2 gALS cRossInG ThE rOaD TinKiNG ThAt tHeRE ArE No cArS On ThE RoAd i CROSSED... i wAsnT PaYiNg aTtN aT All i tUrNeD My hEaD tO ThE oThEr SiDe...i heArD A LoNg 'beep!!!!' iT WaS DaMn lONg... I ReAlIsEd I NeArLy kEnA KnOcKeD DoWN...Wa sHoCKeD!!!

I am bLoOdY ShAg.... loNg tIme siNCe i aM So woRN OuT... wAsNt dOiNg much tHiNGs bUt The DuRaTiON oF sTaNDiNg 14 sTaTiOns is EnUfF To kIlL ME... WaS pRaCtIcALLy siTtInG ThErE LISTeNiNg tO CraP... anD i AM DeAd-BeAt... I am aS GoOd aS DeAd....
By tHe wAy i WEnT FoR JoB tRaInInG At tHiS PaRtICuLaR goVt BuIlDiNG....i TiNk IT aiNt eAsY Job...wElL nOT mAnY JoBs arE EaSy...BuT tHe worKpLaCE iS JuSt tOo fArRRR! *RoAR+yAwn*
i haf gOt nO MoRe BrAiN CeLls...
2Moro wIlL bE anOtHeR LoNg DaY... I DUn lKe tHe pPl...NoT FrEnLy eXcEpT A FeW...bOuT FrEnS ThEre I HaF gOt aLoT tO SAy.. i uPdAtE aGaIn wHEN I AM SlIgHtLy mOrE AwAke....
oH YA... nO TATtErEd jeAnS ALLoweD... ! aNd i aM GoNnA WeAr ThAt 2MoRO.... tRaInInG NoT WoRkInG ShLd bE AlRiTe... *YaWn*
nO MorE FrEe tImE FoR ME oNcE I am cOmMiTtEd.... I Am So uNwIlLiNg...i aM sooOoOO feElInG BaD...i AMToO LoUsY...
wAiT WaIt! WhErE Is tHe oNcE- WoRkIng sPiRiTS FoR CitIbaNK.... ShEiLa! alRiTe i nEeDa bUcK Up...


TO HUILING: I HAF GIVEN UR HP NUMBER TO THIS GOVT BUILDING SUPERVISOR... IF SHE HAS GOT JOB FOR YOU TOO... SHE WILL CALL YOU K... ITS ABOUT CUSTOMER SERVICE THAT ALL I CAN SAY HERE.... ANYTHING I WILL SMS YOU TO TELL YOU LIKE THE NAME OF THE COMPANY....TINK THE PERSON WUN CALL YOU SO SOON BUT DUN BE TOO SHOCK WHEN THE PERSON CALL YOU.... SORRIE THAT I GAVE UR NUMBER WITHOUT UR CONSENT COS... TINK YOU OSO LOOKING FOR JOB...BUT RELAX... UR NUMBER IS KEPT CONFIDENTIAL... THKS..

sUmThInGs CaN nV Be tHe sAme AgAIN... SuMtImEs i wIsH i cOuLD Go BaCk To ThE PaSt... AnD yEt YeARNEd For ThE lIfE Now.... Is lIfE USuALLy gOt eNtAngled In dIleMma.... pErHAPS....
i gOnNa ArRaNgE My lIfE... bUt tHeRe Is OwAys sUmThInG tHaT BoUnD tO MaKe iT NoT RiGhT... HaPpInEsS Is oWaYs sHoRt-LiVeD... i tRuLy aGrEe... Y ?
CaN anYoNe GiVe mE A PeRfEcT AnSwEr?
lIvE liFe tO ThE FuLlEsT....

i waKe up fRom A shOcKiNg PAiN...tHe UpPeR BaCK Of mY BoDy... dAmN PaIn... I WeNt VoOm FaStEr siT Up sTrAiGhT... wAs kIckiNg ArD ThE bLANkEt cOs iTs rEaLlY PaIn.. i tOt i wAs HaFiNg a dReAm...
i dIn rEaLiSeD I wAkEn oReDi WaS StIlL tRyInG To waKE up fRoM MY dReAms...
WaT NoNsEnSe... tInKiNg tHaT I WlL Be bEtA AfTeR A BaTHe.. I HeAdED FoR tOiLeT... bUt i wAs wRoNg... !!!
StIlL As hUrT... bLoOdY sHiT... sPoILT mY MoOd... i goNnA CeLe mY FrEn bDaE.. i tOT Of bAcKiNg Out CaNnOt i sUrE TiO gAn....
i trY SeArChInG fOr A CuT oR SuMtHiNg... I ToT I Got a nEEdLE At tHe BaCk OF My sHiRt bUt dUn HAf!... i dUN HaF anY CuTS...NtH iS WroNg wItH My bAcK...ThAt's tHe wOrSt tHiNG!!...pAiN ThAt CaNnOt bE SeEn iS ThE WoRsT!!!
tHe paiN Is gOiNg On aNd oFf... I Am stArTiNg tO sCAre mYsElF...
sUmThInG ReAlLy iRrItAtE Me JuS Now..tHeRe aRe ThesE scOuTs dOiNg sUm doNaTiONS ThInGY... mY DooR IS lOcKEd! oNe Of tHe bOyS Is rEallY RuDe ENuFf tO BANg HaRd oN My DOOR...i PEEP InTo ThE eYe hOlE ThInGy...He wAs tRyiNg OpEn mY DoOr...GOsH! theN He sTaRtEd shOuTiNg InTo my HsE..i dUn hAF ToO MuCH TiME tO eNtErTsIn tHeSe pPl... aT LeAsT HaF ThE RiGhT manNeR To kNoCk pOlItElY AnD NoT BBBAAANG!!!!!!....Or pRy oPen mY DoOr...
My bAcK Is hUrTiNg aNd sUm1 sTilL cUm ProvOke ME... bACK ofF!!... SALUTE!!!
wa cRAP!!! LoL!

wEll sEaRcHiNG foR DaEs...ThAnK To weIlIaNg i goNnA Go HiS WoRkPlacE iNtErViEw FoR WaItReSs pOsItIoN BuT HmM... I GoT No eXpErIEnCe i gUeSs NoT MuCh prOblem...jUs hOpEI DuN SmasHED StUfFs LOl...
hEhE... my mOtIvE FoR GoIng dOwN To FaRmArT Is tO Go pEtSHoP... HeHe gO SeE dOgS LoL... HeArD TeY arE HuGe...
I NeEdA ChG My bLoGsKiN AgaiN... CanNoT InSeRt taGgIE... veRy bAd...I am tOo lAzY To moVe...
i rEaLiSeD fReNsHiPs aRe iMpT...

i gOt tHiS ThINg I GoNnA CoMmEnT AbOuT..i waS FeElInG SlEePy.. THe mOmEnT i tOt iF ThIS MAttEr I JuS FEeL ThE anGrYnEss In mYsElF...
i rEaD StRaIt TiMES ToDaE...tHeRe iS 40 pLus oLd GuY... hE WaS CaUgHt For ToRtUrInG ThIs pOoR KiTtEn...iT Is oNlI 1 aNd a HaLf mONtH OlD... fOr gOoDneS Sake WhO WoUlD WaNna bUlLy tHIs cUtE liTtLe kItten... DId iT EvEr offEnD YoU In SuM WaY?...
hE BeAt uP ThE KiTtEn tIlL ThE KIttEn lEfT EyE wAs pRoTuDiNg oUt... sAdDiSt!...
CrAZy! mAdNeSs!....
tHe kItTeN'S iNjUrIeS wErE ToO SeRiOuS tHAT It hAs tO BE pUt To SlEeP....
tHe kITteN oH My......

i aM LeAdInG tHe lIfeStYle Of priNcEsS...DoInG NtH eXcEpT waTcHiNg tV anD GEtTiNg OnLiNE... BuT fOoD I gOtta fInD iT MySeLf... EnD uP ToO LaZy I DiN bOtHeR To EaT....
dOiNg nTh mAke mE FuLl... I WaNna GeT a JoB! jUs dAmN It!...
I Am rOtTiNG AT Home... muM sEE Me ShE wIlL NaG NaG NaG.. i gEt sO FrUsTrAtEd MAN...
i aM ToTaLlY LoSt wItH TiME... I ToT sUmThiNg wAs gOiNg on 2DaE BuT iT oReDi Happen YeStErDaE.. *SlAP* so i AM awAke..
i GoNna seTtLE STuffS 2MoRO... So bLoOdY SIANZz Do ThEsE KiNdA ThInGS...
tHe sOnGs now fRoM rADio jUs sUcKS To cOrE man...
i sImPlY gOt nTh tO LoOk 4WaRd tO Now....
i aM GeTtInG ReStLeSs....

suMtHiNgS ArE ReAlLy mEaNt tO Be la...

WeNt tO ThE CaReEr fAiR...AlOt oF PpL BuT WaSNt aS BaD As I TiNk...mAyb cOS tODaE WaS ThE LaSt dAe...
I went ovEr tO ThE cAsInO MANaGeNeNt BoOtH... i sAw 2 bg DiCeS! hAhA..sO CuTe.. VeRy ATtRaCtIvE... i tOok bRoChUrEs AND aSk sUm QNs REgArDiNg IT...
sOuNd aTtRaCtIvE..CaSiNo!
C-A-S-I-N-O....
I StIlL GoT 2 More YrS B4 i cAn gRaD...

i SaId oNcE aGaIn.... I DuN WiSh tO RepEaT AnYmORE... sToP RePeAtIng WaT You DoInG!... fUcK It ALrIte...YoU'rE jUs pIssInG Me oFf...
tRuE EnUfF I DiN boThEr To AsK....
yOu ArE ReAlLy IrRiTaTiNg mE... TsK...
tHeRE iS LiMiT To OnE'S PATiEnCe...
IF YoU DuN FeEl lKe sAYinG Or RaThEr eLaBoRAtE mOrE... pLs dUn EvEn BtoThER tO AsK Me iN tHe 1St pLaCe tHe qN AnD ExPECt mE To ANsWeR yOu... aSkEd bLoOdY Qn aND I AsKeD YA ? yOu sAiD nVm...WaT Is THiS Man?!...
DuN Qn mE AnYmOrE... gEtTiNg On My nErVeS...
iF fOrGeT It ThEn fORGeT It K...

ExAms OvEr!...Is mOS CuMiNg mY WaY? kIdDo PlS PlEaD!uR MoMmY TO LeT YoU OfF sO tHaT YoU cAn acCoMpAnIeD Me tO MoS dEaR!... ms 22 YoU TOo!
If sO tImE To sHoP!...
CArEeR fAir! gOTTA cOlLeCt PiLeS oF bRoChUrEs...lEt mE Plan...
cAsInO managEmEnT? *WiNk wInK*...gReAt...
1st... sTeWarDeSs qUiT AfTeR 2 YrS... tHen cReAtE HaVoC iN CaSiNO... LOL..
pLs pRaY ThAt cAsInO WiLl Be oPeN JuS NiCe if i mAnaGe tO GeT A DeGrEe....
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freestyle

I am so sick of wat i am doing eveything now... jus so freaking bad... dunno y man... fuck la...
After exams shld be fun looking 4ward to simply anything but not...
i am frustrated...
everything jus fucking get out of my sight!...
get lost!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am not hafing menses now for ur info... i dun get moody for that thing...
ScReAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!CHSK CHSK CHSK * BOMB!!
FLame everything in my sight! ....

THrU aNd dOne wiTh~~~

eVeRyThInG EnDeD at 4Pm sHaRP... ThE InVigIlAtOr iS JuS ToO nOiSy... To MAn BoUt 600 pPl oR MoRe...DoEsnT MEan YoU CAn tOk mOrE..JuS ShUt uP... oUr COuRsE Is cHEmIcAl anD BiOmOlEcUlaR eNgInEeRiNg NOT cHeMiCaL anD BiOcHeMiCaL EnGiNEErInG...
wE WeRe tOLD To lEaVe tHe eXAM hALL If wE ReAlIsEd wE ArE SItTiNg FoR ThE WrOnG PapEr.... I ToT We sHlD LEAvE? sInCe iTs bIoChEmIcal eNgInEeRiNg...


gUyS ArE gEtTiNG ODd.... IZZiT yOu! bEiNg pEtTy?...HeY HeY nOnO... makE UrSelf cLeAr B4 GoInG OfF... As tHoUgH leaViNg In A ToRn AnD NaKeD STaTe... dUn eXpEcT Me To aSk
' Y? '
'aRe yOu oK?' ' aRe yOu ANgRy wItH me?' ' WaT'S WrOnG? '
sORRie I wuN Do tAt...i wIlL Say 'ByE'... mAyB Ur'rE jUS OnE KiNd tAt CrOseD mY pAtH lKe ANy oThEr... i WUn BoThEr tO mAke yOu sTaY...

hmm eXaM LATeR At 2pM

iTs 3aM PlUs , I JuS FinIsHEd sTuDYiNg....oH God AfTeR 4pM 2moRo i cAn EnJoY My lOnG BrEaK... i wAs sUfErRiNg lKe hElL iN ThE MornInG... DuN uNdErsTd tHis aNd TaT... hMm... tHAT iS ReALLy bAd... LaSt sEm tHeRmO I DiN FelT ThaT BaD... bUt tHis mOdUle I HaViNg tEst lAtEr ...Wa Its jUs tOo sCarY...
i Am GeTtInG TiReD...
woO HoO.... EVeRy1 Is dYiNg... Cos Of tHE ToRtUrE... lOl.... DuN MeSs aRd wItH iCbE...